转载:To The Special Person in My Life
I always thought I should write something for you,
Cause you really mean a lot to my life.
But it’s hard for me to start
Once I start, I have no idea if I can stop…
I could not remember the exactly time we met,
I just remember the coldness caused by the ice and ice-cream,
The romantic darkness in the supermarket,
And the scaring old lady in the front of my classroom door…
I remember I sang some songs for you through cell phone,
I didn’t care if you thought I was crazy...
You thought I was, right?
I got my little pet- the white mouse for you…
We planned to walk all the night but the dorm door stopped us…
I did not meet you before you left for Australia in the end,
But you asked your girlfriend to send me a gift,
A red lip gloss and a brown eye black,
Two beautiful girls met me and I began to hate you from that moment.
But you are still the one I can talk everything with,
Who I like or I don’t like,
How I feel and how everything goes on…
You can always understand me as though you are another me.
Sometimes you just come to my brain when I was in a bus or I was shopping or I was alone…
One time, you wrote to me that you will come back and marry me when you get rich,
You ask me to wait for you and take care of myself…
I know you were just kidding…
But I took it serious and remember it till now…
I have no idea why I make you so scared,
You refused to meet me even you lived so near to me,
I still remembered I own you a present for your birthday,
That’s why I bought you the book.
I really like the book and I wish you like it too.
You may never know I cried before I got into the taxi.
And I did not have fun when I was in Sunny Night with my sister,
I just feel so sad and helpless,
But I don’t know why I feel this way.
I was overwhelmed by an unexpected favor when you asked me out for a dinner,
Maybe you really think that what I do and what I say is just to revenge you,
You don’t know you are not the only one who is so despairing.
There is so clear a reality in front of both of us,
And we both know that although we have other choices but we won’t do that.
I still had the fancy that we can go to watch a film together,
My heart hurt so much like that some one was tearing it into pieces,
My
I would go downstairs no matter how bad I feel if I know you will be away.
I changed the battery when I woke up in the morning,
When I read the messages you wrote to me,
Tears got the pillow wet,
I feel so weak and so sad because I realized I can not hug you again before you leave.
When you wrote me
“Hope you’re Happy”,
I use the last breath to hate you,
Because it sounds just like “Never see you again”.
I feel so tired and peaceful now,
It’s like there is nothing in my brain, so empty.
You should be very happy,
There are several bottles of tears I weep for you.
